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Playing Catch Up

31 Mar

So if you are an avid reader of my blog you are fully aware that I haven’t blogged in almost two months. I’ve taken an “unofficial” break from blogging. Life has been crazy busy. The break will most likely continue, but I had to hop on and make a post!

Before I get into the details about the busyness of life I just have to say one thing…

“God is good. God is good to me. God is good at being God. And today is just another page in our great love story.” –Lysa TerKurst, Uninvited

Now let’s just reflect on life as of late…

In mid-February we traveled to Dallas for a friend’s wedding. We had a blast meeting new friends, spending time with “old” friends, and making memories. It was a blessing to celebrate such a beautiful couple as they began the amazing journey of marriage!

Wishing them a lifetime of happiness!!! ❤️

Once we got back home the rain started. It rained..and rained…and RAINED for what felt like a month. Naturally the river came up and we were flooded out of our house for almost two weeks. Thankfully we were able to go stay with my momma, but our poor pup had to go stay at my hubby’s brother’s house. We loved the time spent with momma, but there’s no place like home!

The week after we got home, my cousin Lauren gave birth to her sweet baby girl, Jordyn! 💕 After visiting we’re a tiny bit closer to having baby fever! 😉

We also spent some quality time with our boy. Have I mentioned how much I LOVE our dog?! Literally obsessed with him. 😍

Now we’re finally caught up to last week! As of last Wednesday, I was on Spring Break!!!! I celebrated my first full day of break by shopping with my wonderful momma! We had a blast!!! Recently I’ve been obsessed with the Hamilton soundtrack. Like literally obsessed. The songs tell the story of Alexander Hamilton and you basically get a history lesson with each one. SO good! Well mom and I listened to the entire soundtrack yesterday. It was amazing and now we want to fly to New York. Well, I wanted to before this, but anyway! Some of the songs have some pretty bad language, so you’ve been warned, but it’s worth looking past that & checking it out!!

It was a blast and we both felt like we had learned so much!!! 🤓

Thursday came and was filled with blessings. I got to have lunch with my honey, enjoyed a wonderful massage he had bought me for Christmas, played with our pup, got take out for dinner, & watched The Office! 🤗😊💆🏻😌

And to finish off the week, Friday came and I spent the entire day with my best friend. We shopped a little, ate a lot, and just enjoyed each other’s company. I’m so thankful and blessed to be married to my very best friend! ❤️

While out and about we tried a new restaurant, Blaze Pizza! I’ve been wanting to try it for a while so I was very excited!! At first bite it reminded us of the delicious pizza we ate on our honeymoon at Sandals Whitehouse in Jamaica! 🇯🇲 So of course we loved it! 🤗

It was a busy, but wonderful Spring Break. I’m so thankful for the time off to rest before a super busy season of work starts up. I’ve been extremely stressed, busy,and exhausted lately, so it was much needed.

This coming week will be filled with busyness as we celebrate my birthday bestie turning SIX!!! I cannot deal. 😭

My birthday is the day after Adalyn’s…but I’m turning 27 and that is terrifying close to 30…so let’s not talk about it. 😀

Anyway, as I said earlier, I’ll probably continue with the “blog break” until life slows down a little. Between work, Grad school, church, and just life in general, I don’t have a ton of free time. 😔

So I’ll see ya when I see ya!

Blessings,

-Mrs. Hannah D. 🖤

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Love

6 Feb

My heart has been so overwhelmed with love lately. ❤️

You know, I wish I had time (I guess I could make time, but whatever) to blog every week. But life is just so busy and I just don’t make time like I should; resulting in blog posts such as this one that are filled with random thoughts.

These random thoughts, the ones that have been filling my heart and mind lately, come gushing like a word-waterfall and then all my dedicated readers (are there any???) read my posts and are left feeling overwhelmed by my word vomit. Okay, that was a run-on sentence. Sorry. Ahhhh.

So back to the beginning, the actual reason for this post. A few Saturday’s ago in one of my Graduate classes we talked about different movies and how we could use the theme of specific movies to tell our story. One of the movies was The Lego Movie, and the theme was “everything is awesome!” As I sat there, telling about the positive aspects in my life I realized that everything I was describing was truth. Though the theme of everything being awesome and wonderful seemed silly and unrealistic, I was inspired. It clicked right then and there that there are so many things I have to thank God for in my life.

Now, don’t get me wrong. I do NOT want this blog post to come across that I have the perfect life, because I DON’T. I have internal struggles with worry and fear, stresses about finances and the future, and I’ve suffered incredible loss of loved ones. But sitting there that day, telling a complete stranger about all the wonderful things in my life, I knew that the good is what God desires that we focus on.

Since it is inching ever so closely to Valentine’s Day let me just talk about the love of my life. My husband. My soulmate. My heart.

When I was a little girl I always dreamed of marrying my Prince Charming and living happily ever after. When I was a teenager, lonely and broken hearted, I made a list of all the traits I would want in a future husband.

Guess what! I found him.

I found my prince, the man God made for me, the one who exceeded every expectation.

Now let’s also take into account the fact that God made Houston EXTRA patient because He knew I would be a handful. I mean, God is all-knowing! 😉

My husband is loving in every sense of the word. He is good. He is kind. He is selfless. He works hard. He is more than I could have ever wanted, and everything I need.

Yes, I realize this is very mushy. But when you love someone so much, you can’t help but tell the world how wonderful they are.

Our love and our marriage never ceases to bring my thoughts and heart back to God. Back to our Savior, the One who gave us the ability to love. The One who’s love for US is far greater than our human minds could comprehend. The Creator, the King of Kings, the good, good Father.

My heart could just burst.

My life isn’t perfect, my marriage isn’t perfect; but it is wonderful despite the trials and God has poured out His blessings in more ways than I could count.

Find ways to look for the good in YOUR life today. You’ll be amazed at how much your perspective will change when you do.

Blessings,

Mrs. Hannah D. 🖤

A Sunday Well Spent

17 Jan

I’m a little ashamed that this is the first time I’ve blogged all year. 😛 Hehe!!

This Sunday, I was so inspired by life that I knew I had to compile all my thoughts into this blog.

Almost a year ago, Sunday’s were filled with anxiety, stress, and tears. It was one of my least favorite days of the week. Nowadays, Sunday’s are quite different. A really good different.

Within the last year, my momma started an unspoken tradition of lunch at her house every Sunday after church. Previously we would just go to a restaurant in town, but being in a small town we were very limited with our choices.

It isn’t the food (though it is always delicious!) that makes Sunday lunch so special; it is time with the people I love. We all sit at the dining room table, eat, talk, laugh. It’s perfect.

Our conversations are sometimes filled with tears, sometimes laughter, but always smiles.

After lunch my nieces play and we all lay around and relax.

Sunday morning church fills my soul and Sunday lunch fills my heart (& stomach! 😋)

This time with family is something I so cherish. God is so good and I am so thankful.

Find time to cherish the little things.

Blessings,

Mrs. Hannah D. ❤️

Reflections

30 Dec

Every New Years I write a blog reflecting on the previous year and finding myself in disbelief that it went by so quickly.

I should probably write something different this year. Ya know, change it up a little.

Nah, I’ll pass! 😉

Wow. I truly cannot believe this year has come and gone. Time seems to pass faster and faster the older I get. There are so many wonderful things that happened in 2017. There were also difficulties and challenges.

Let’s do a month-by-month recap:

January; started a brand new job that I LOVE!

February; adopted our sweet puppy Creed!

March; had my first Spring Break in years & got to spend it with my momma; & met new friends!

April; turned 26 & started my journey as a Rodan + Fields Consultant!

May; watched my cousin marry the love of her life and said a final goodbye to my sweet grandpa.

June; celebrated my 3 year wedding anniversary!

July; took an awesome road trip with my hubby!

August; started teaching my first class & started my first Graduate class!

September; received free tickets to see Brad Paisley in concert at the Grand Opening of MAD!

October; broke my foot leading to this being a VERY difficult month emotionally.

November; celebrated our Creed turning ONE & spent Thanksgiving with family!

December; found out some of the most amazing news on one of the hardest days of my life, the 6 year anniversary of my Daddy going to Heaven. Celebrated my hubby’s birthday & spent so much time with the people I love during our almost two week Christmas break.

This year I’ve learned that life is truly full of hills and valleys. I spent a lot of unnecessary time and tears worrying about things I couldn’t control, all to finally realize that God is in control. I just needed to sit back and TRUST Him. TRUST that He is good. TRUST that He is full of love. TRUST that He has great plans for our future. I spent too much time and energy worrying when in reality I just needed to TRUST my Savior.

“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” -James 1:17

“He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”” -Psalm‬ ‭46:10‬

My “word” for 2018 is TRUST.

What is your word?

See ya next year!

Blessings,

Mrs. Hannah D. 🖤

A Good Man

16 Dec

This Monday is my husband’s birthday. I love birthdays, more specifically I love HIS birthday. I love celebrating his life and giving him gifts. He is so deserving of celebration and blessings.

There are so many “definitions” of what society deems to be a “good” man. But the truth is, my husband is the epitome of a good man by every definition to exist.

He is godly. As a deacon in our church and a Christ-loving man, he only desires God’s will in his life, my life, and our family. He pushes me to go to church even when I don’t “feel” like it. Yeah, you read that right, sometimes I just don’t “feel” like going to church. I’m human, sue me. Him on the other hand, well let’s just say, this is one of the many ways he’s better than me. 😌

He is kind. I am quick to judge and even talk negatively. He carries on the daily “be nice Hannah” for my mom. I know she’s proud. 😏

He works hard. In everything he does, whether it be his full time job or working on a project for someone, he’s going to work hard. His dedication to working hard and helping others inspires my heart daily.

He loves. This man loves so well. He loves me, my family, his family, our dog, friends, church family. He just loves so well. I am honored to be a receiver of the love he gives.

I could go on and on about all the qualities that make my husband a good man, but I have a feeling you may not read them all. 😛

When I was a teenager, single and wishing so bad to fall in love, I made a list. This list was every trait that I wanted in a future husband. And guess what! My husband exceeds that list. The only “criteria” he doesn’t meet is “play guitar” 🎸 but he has plenty of time to learn still! Hehe!!! 😉

Houston, you are everything I ever prayed and hoped for in a husband and so much more. Our marriage is more than a dream come true and our love story is written on my heart forever. Thank you for loving me so well, praying with me, believing in me, caring for me, and so much more. I don’t deserve you but I’m so glad to have you. You are everything I never knew I always wanted and everything God knew that I would need.

Happy Birthday! The world is a MUCH better place because you’re in it.

Those are just a FEW of my most favorite pictures of the most handsome, wonderful, loving husband in the universe. 💙

“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” James 1:17

Blessings,

Mrs. Hannah D. 🖤

If I’m Being Real…

15 Nov

I’m a terrible blogger. Seriously the worst. I haven’t blogged in well over a month.

Want to know why??

Because I haven’t felt like it.

There, I said it. Ever since I broke my foot on October 9th, I have been in the worst funk. I’ve been discouraged, frustrated, exhausted, etc. And frankly, I haven’t felt like encouraging anyone. Let’s not forget to mention having a really bad cold and falling TWICE since the incident. Can’t win for losing.

I’ve also been very stressed. Work has been busy, grad school has been, well, not high on the motivation list, and adult-ing has been stressful. I’m just tired and I think I need a break. Maybe a vacation. To a Caribbean island. Any volunteers to pay for said vacation? *crickets* …yeah I didn’t think so. I won’t even go into financial stresses…not the time or place.

And let’s not even talking about my eating habits. You know what you really don’t feel like doing when you have a broken foot? Cooking. Yep.

Okay, okay, I’m done now. I know you didn’t come here to “listen” to me complain about life and being an adult.

Guys let me be real with you. It’s okay to not always be encouraging. It’s okay to have seasons of life where YOU are the one that needs encouragement. Sometimes you just have to depend on the ones you love to be there for you.  And there are times when you are NOT going to be the strong one. I hope in times like these you have a loving spouse to be strong for you or that you have a family that loves and supports you in EVERY season.

I’m SO insanely thankful that I do.

Even if you’re not married or maybe your family doesn’t live close by, you know who you DO have? Jesus. He is always strong. He is always good. He always cares.

It’s an interesting thing, faith that is. I know with all of my being that God is good. That He has the best plans for my life and for my marriage and family. I know that He won’t let me go. But sometimes…I doubt. More often than not, worry clouds my mind and peace seems so distant. Ever feel that way too? Good, I’m glad I’m not alone in this.

Maybe you want peace, but there’s war in your head? (yes those are Switchfoot lyrics..credit where is due!) Sometimes the pain and stress is what opens the door to the promise ahead. The promise God gives us in His unchanging Word…

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” -Romans 8:28

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.” -Jeremiah 29:11-12

Blessings,

Mrs. Hannah D. 🖤

Grad School, Marriage, & The Office

20 Sep

What a title right? It’s been a couple of weeks since I last posted. I seriously am the worst. If you still read my posts THANK YOU! 😃

So what has been happening lately…well let’s see…LIFE.

Work and Grad School has been taking up a great deal of time each week and weekend. I don’t think I’ve mentioned on here that I decided to go back to school to earn my Masters. I know, I know, I’m crazy. 🤦🏻‍♀️

I’ve been out of college for FOUR years and the thought of taking classes again literally terrified me. Like, feeling sick at my stomach terrified. But with the encouragement of my incredible husband, family, and co-workers, I jumped in.

I’m only taking one class right now, but it was truly the best way for me to get my feet wet again and get back in the groove of things. So far, so good. I LOVE what I’m learning and I feel like I’m starting to find my “place” and what I want to do in this life. For those interested, my major is College Counseling and Student Affairs. My first class is simply an introduction to counseling and I have truly enjoyed it. I cannot wait to learn more, grow more, and HELP more!

Would you be surprised to know that my sweet husband has been a huge supporter of this? Of course you wouldn’t because he’s amazing. Which brings me to my next thought for this post…marriage.

‼️WARNING: sappy statements ahead‼️

Words literally cannot describe how much my marriage has been a dream come true. I remember being a little girl, dreaming of marrying Prince Charming and living happily ever after. Well, life is certainly not a fairytale in the sense that everything is always perfect and wonderful. However, we face the uncertainties and the issues of life TOGETHER and that makes all the difference.

Thank you God for this incredible love and life. Thank you Houston for being everything I could ever need or want. You are truly the answer to every prayer. SHMILY.

You know what else is awesome about marriage? Binge-watching TV shows. I’ve blogged before about us having TV show marathons, but the latest one has got to be my most favorite. Last night, we finished The Office. We’ve spent probably a good 3 months off and on watching every single episode. We’ve laughed hysterically and I’ve cried multiple times. For those that have never seen it, do yourself a favor and watch it. It is one of the best TV shows ever made. #JimAndPamForever #BearsBeetsBattlestarGalactica

There was one really awesome takeaway that I had from the season finale last night. Jim and Pam met at the office, became friends, eventually dated and got married. Their wedding made me cry. 😭 Anyway, without giving details away, in the final season of the series some issues arose. But, unlike most modern-day couples, they didn’t let the problems tear them completely apart. They reflected back to their wedding day and the vows that were read. One of those vows being “Love never fails.” Which is from this Bible verse: 

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. …It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.”

-1 Corinthians 13:5, 7-8

That Bible verse is a testament to true love, not just the love between husband and wife, but the love our Father in Heaven has for each one of us. 

Now I know full well that the show was not making any sort of Biblical reference, however, I thought it was pretty amazing that of all the quotes about love out there they chose a section from a Bible verse! 😍

I hope and pray that you not only find the love that the Savior of the world has for you, but that you also find a love in marriage that is beyond your wildest dreams. A love so great that even watching Netflix on the weekend feels like a dream come true. ☺️

Blessings and Love,

-Mrs. Hannah D. ❤️